I am 41 years old and was diagnosed in 07 early 08 with non hodgkins lymphoma, stage 4. This was such a blow to me to be faced with my own mortality at such a young age. My husband did not support me as much as I thought he should have. I have been in remission for 2 years after receiving 6 months of R-Chop. I still live in fear of this demon. Everytime it is time for a scan the fear and anxiety come flooding back.