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  • bpp30m has replied to a post on the message board

    there is not a more helpless feeling for you than right now. if it really is close to the end and all measures are exhausted then my only advise is to spend as much time with him as you can. i had to go to work even when i knew my matthew was getting ready to leave this earth (except for the last week we stayed with him). if i had to do it over i would have stayed with him when things started getting really bad (his ...

    April 19 at 6:03 PM view post
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      thanks yall. took her to an opthamologist today in atlanta and he said he did not see anything to be worried about (easy for him to say). we are waiting on a referral to a neurologist just to be safe but that will take a few days to get an appt. i do feel better about it after seeing the dr today but will not take any chances. we will still have to find out what was the cause of the double vision. driving to atlanta ...

      April 18 at 1:45 AM view post
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        My wife's eye Dr said he wanted a scan done when this first happened but these kind of Drs have very little pull when it comes to mris or any other kind of scan. He suggested jumping up and down and hollering at any doctors office we visit tomorrow until they schedule a scan. So that's what I'll do if that's what it takes. 

        April 17 at 1:44 AM view post
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          It's been a while since I've been here since losing my Matthew to this horrible curse. I have not been doing good, I mean I go to work and act like I am healing, but the truth is, I feel like I'm never going to get past this. I see so many new faces here and to all my old friends, I am sorry I have not been able to support y'all like you did for me. It's just been too painful. The circumstances of my return could be ...

          April 17 at 1:19 AM view discussion
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            aw jon, so sorry. These are the times that makes it so damn hard to come back here. this disease is frikkin relentless. My thoughts are with yall as yall continue your fight matt

            March 01 at 3:31 PM view post
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              Glitzy, Im like alot of the others, just dont come here much anymore but i do check in from time to time to check on the ones who were here for us at one time. These will be the toughest times for all of us who have lost loved ones to this evil disease no matter how much you try and prepare yourself. Go hang out with your family and friends and cry many tears because trying to be too strong and holding even an o...

              March 01 at 3:24 PM view post
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                It didnt help my son RIP Matthew

                August 31 at 12:49 AM view post
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                  About 3 weeks after my son Matthew died a horrible gbm death, me, my wife and my 2 baby girls went to see my sister and her husband get baptized. I struggled to even go but I couldn't miss my baby sisters happy day. I got really emotional around all the happy people though I hid the tears well. I absolutely was not ready to face the real world yet. On the way home we went thru a pretty bad storm on the interstate (I ...

                  August 26 at 11:08 PM view post
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                    Glitzy my heart goes out to you. I guess we were "lucky" that matthew was in hospice for just a little over a month. I prayed every day his last week for God to take him but as soon as he passed I changed my mind and wanted him back. Like sally said, matthews passing was far from peaceful but looking back on it now it was relatively quick even tho at the time it seemed like an eternity. Brainhospice was spot on in hi...

                    August 25 at 7:29 PM view post
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                      Pull up IP6 gold on google and the first thing you see is a big bottle that looks like it comes from GNC and it says purchase here. I don't know who you are and I will refrain from taking my frustrations out on you but I see you have no listed friends from here. Imo, another crackpot cure. If you are one of them people preying on the desperate, shame on you. If only it were as simple as buying a bs capsule

                      August 25 at 7:14 PM view post
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                      About bpp30m

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                      Brain Cancer
                      Alternative Treatments, Cancer Nutrition, Cancer Prevention, Cancer Treatments, Clinical Trials and Research, Emotional Support

                      my perfectly healthy 19 year old son was dx with grade 2 gliamatosis cerebri on 7/22/11 after a month of double vision. he had his 7th of 33 treatments of radiation today on 8/31/11 and will be followed by chemo. what a bombshell

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