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  • bpp30m has replied to a post on the message board

    Jo, it sounds like you're dealing with alot of the things I've been dealing with since my son Matthew passed on June 27th 2013. There are so many details that I have chosen to try and push away from my memory because they were so horrific but in the last month of Matthew's life he also had 4 new tumors that popped up, one being the size of a golfball that grew from nothing in just 3 weeks. I also feel like I could ha...

    August 09 at 11:39 AM view post
    • bpp30m has replied to a post on the message board

      Jon, my heart goes out to both of you. I can feel the sadness and anger in your words and I truly understand. 3 years is above the norm for our curse and she has fought like a true warrior with you right by her side. Do the best you can to enjoy the time you have left and I'm sure you'll tell her you love her every chance you get.  Matt

      July 29 at 1:59 AM view post
      • bpp30m has replied to a post on the message board

        me too. some african princess with a fat bank acct wanting me to get in touch with her lawyer. psssh! i gave her/him a good lashing from my keyboard but the mods wouldnt send it through even tho it was a private message. guess there were too many f bombs in there

        April 27 at 3:06 PM view post
        • bpp30m has replied to a post on the message board

          there is not a more helpless feeling for you than right now. if it really is close to the end and all measures are exhausted then my only advise is to spend as much time with him as you can. i had to go to work even when i knew my matthew was getting ready to leave this earth (except for the last week we stayed with him). if i had to do it over i would have stayed with him when things started getting really bad (his ...

          April 19 at 6:03 PM view post
          • bpp30m has replied to a post on the message board

            thanks yall. took her to an opthamologist today in atlanta and he said he did not see anything to be worried about (easy for him to say). we are waiting on a referral to a neurologist just to be safe but that will take a few days to get an appt. i do feel better about it after seeing the dr today but will not take any chances. we will still have to find out what was the cause of the double vision. driving to atlanta ...

            April 18 at 1:45 AM view post
            • bpp30m has replied to a post on the message board

              My wife's eye Dr said he wanted a scan done when this first happened but these kind of Drs have very little pull when it comes to mris or any other kind of scan. He suggested jumping up and down and hollering at any doctors office we visit tomorrow until they schedule a scan. So that's what I'll do if that's what it takes. 

              April 17 at 1:44 AM view post
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                It's been a while since I've been here since losing my Matthew to this horrible curse. I have not been doing good, I mean I go to work and act like I am healing, but the truth is, I feel like I'm never going to get past this. I see so many new faces here and to all my old friends, I am sorry I have not been able to support y'all like you did for me. It's just been too painful. The circumstances of my return could be ...

                April 17 at 1:19 AM view discussion
                • bpp30m has replied to a post on the message board

                  aw jon, so sorry. These are the times that makes it so damn hard to come back here. this disease is frikkin relentless. My thoughts are with yall as yall continue your fight matt

                  March 01 at 3:31 PM view post
                  • bpp30m has replied to a post on the message board

                    Glitzy, Im like alot of the others, just dont come here much anymore but i do check in from time to time to check on the ones who were here for us at one time. These will be the toughest times for all of us who have lost loved ones to this evil disease no matter how much you try and prepare yourself. Go hang out with your family and friends and cry many tears because trying to be too strong and holding even an o...

                    March 01 at 3:24 PM view post
                    • bpp30m has replied to a post on the message board

                      It didnt help my son RIP Matthew

                      August 31, 2013 view post
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                      About bpp30m

                      Caregiver
                      Brain Cancer
                      Alternative Treatments, Cancer Nutrition, Cancer Prevention, Cancer Treatments, Clinical Trials and Research, Emotional Support

                      my perfectly healthy 19 year old son was dx with grade 2 gliamatosis cerebri on 7/22/11 after a month of double vision. he had his 7th of 33 treatments of radiation today on 8/31/11 and will be followed by chemo. what a bombshell

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