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  • bpp30m has replied to a post on the message board

    aw jon, so sorry. These are the times that makes it so damn hard to come back here. this disease is frikkin relentless. My thoughts are with yall as yall continue your fight matt

    March 01 at 3:31 PM view post
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      Glitzy, Im like alot of the others, just dont come here much anymore but i do check in from time to time to check on the ones who were here for us at one time. These will be the toughest times for all of us who have lost loved ones to this evil disease no matter how much you try and prepare yourself. Go hang out with your family and friends and cry many tears because trying to be too strong and holding even an o...

      March 01 at 3:24 PM view post
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        It didnt help my son RIP Matthew

        August 31 at 12:49 AM view post
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          About 3 weeks after my son Matthew died a horrible gbm death, me, my wife and my 2 baby girls went to see my sister and her husband get baptized. I struggled to even go but I couldn't miss my baby sisters happy day. I got really emotional around all the happy people though I hid the tears well. I absolutely was not ready to face the real world yet. On the way home we went thru a pretty bad storm on the interstate (I ...

          August 26 at 11:08 PM view post
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            Glitzy my heart goes out to you. I guess we were "lucky" that matthew was in hospice for just a little over a month. I prayed every day his last week for God to take him but as soon as he passed I changed my mind and wanted him back. Like sally said, matthews passing was far from peaceful but looking back on it now it was relatively quick even tho at the time it seemed like an eternity. Brainhospice was spot on in hi...

            August 25 at 7:29 PM view post
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              Pull up IP6 gold on google and the first thing you see is a big bottle that looks like it comes from GNC and it says purchase here. I don't know who you are and I will refrain from taking my frustrations out on you but I see you have no listed friends from here. Imo, another crackpot cure. If you are one of them people preying on the desperate, shame on you. If only it were as simple as buying a bs capsule

              August 25 at 7:14 PM view post
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                Don't have many words of wisdom here either but just wanted to say I'm prayin for ya. Its definitely gonna be a tough road ahead. Hang in there and try to think of all good memories Matt

                July 21 at 1:44 PM view post
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                  My prayers are with you and your family through these awful times. Matt

                  July 21 at 1:36 PM view post
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                    So sorry mum. Its been a little less than a month since we lost our Matthew.  I go to work like its all I have to do. Ive found that work keeps my mind busy and I don't dwell on Matthew's horrible death so much. I have to listen to a lot people tell me how strong I am and how I've been holding it together so well..... I almost take that as an insult but the truth is they don't see me whe. I go to the cemetery an...

                    July 21 at 1:31 PM view post
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                      Thank yall so much. Carolyn, my faith has been tested to the max through these 23 months that my baby boy has been sick and i understand exactly what you mean. I have been so angry and sad at so many different times that i cant count them. At one time i went back and forth, back and forth and back and forth again trying to decide if there was really a God and if so, how could he let something like this happen to such...

                      June 28 at 2:02 AM view post
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                      About bpp30m

                      Caregiver
                      Brain Cancer
                      Alternative Treatments, Cancer Nutrition, Cancer Prevention, Cancer Treatments, Clinical Trials and Research, Emotional Support

                      my perfectly healthy 19 year old son was dx with grade 2 gliamatosis cerebri on 7/22/11 after a month of double vision. he had his 7th of 33 treatments of radiation today on 8/31/11 and will be followed by chemo. what a bombshell

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