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  • JulesAnn has created a new message board discussion

    All of you, I cried my eyes out reading every post from you dear friends on here.  I do not have the strength to write to each and everyone of you.  I feel so bad.  I am so so sorry that you all are going through the same thing.  We all feel the same here, lost without our hubby's or wife's or still have a loved one alive but not living a life.  I thank you all so so so so much for respondgin...

    June 19, 2012 view discussion
    • JulesAnn has replied to a post on the message board

      Hello I know all too well what u are talking about on the falls.  My husband fell so many times and I was the one helping him up.  He was 5' 11'' weighed at that time around 220, and me, 5' 3/4 ane weigh 112.  I bought a baby monitor and had it right beside him.  He would no longer sleep in the bed so he slept in the recliner at all times and that was where he would sit most the day.  This wa...

      June 19, 2012 view post
      • JulesAnn has created a new message board discussion

        My husband has been gone for a little over six months.  Oh what I would do to get him back, even sick, and that is not right at all.  He suffered dearly through this horrible glioblastoma.  I wish one day that I could move on.  I feel so bad to try and have a good day without him.  Will this monster ever go away.  Life sucks without my hubby.  I read ur posts, no energy to reply to ...

        June 14, 2012 view discussion
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          Ellen:  I have not been on here much well at all.  I check to see how u are doing from time to time and I am so sorry you ended up having a stroke.  Please keep us informed.  I truely care about you my dear.   Jules 

          June 14, 2012 view post
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            Oh Ellen! So glad you posted and sounds like you are still doing good.  Keep up the good work Ellen.  I so admire you. JulesAnn

            March 11, 2012 view post
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              Hi All: Yes I saw where she did make it back from Disneyland and mentioned the Avastin quit working also.  So worried about her.  I hope she pops up soon on here and let us know she is ok.  JulesAnn

              March 08, 2012 view post
              • JulesAnn has created a new message board discussion

                I am just concerned about Ellen.  She posted awhile back and wondering if anyone on here has been in contact with her.  I worry about her.  Ellen you read this drop a line ok and let us know you are doing ok.   JulesAnn

                March 07, 2012 view discussion
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                  Dear Arlene:  I feel your pain.  I hurt too right now.  Tomorrow will be only 3 months since I lost my husband.  I cried so hard today because I miss him so much and feel this is not real.  I was with my husband too when he took his last breath.  I lived with him the last 8 days in the hospital when he was admitted.  He suffered through so much I cannot even count how many times he ...

                  March 07, 2012 view post
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                    Hi I just had to put my 2 cents worth in this.  My loving husband (passed away Dec 7. 2011, only made it to 9 months and two days) canceled his prescription coverage years ago because it was not worth it to him at the time.  Then he was dx with gliblastoma grade 4.  We were lucky enough that where he had his radiation and chemo the pharmacy picked up the entire bill.  Due to the fact that we were ...

                    March 07, 2012 view post
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                      OMG I am so so sorry. I just now read your post and it is Valentine's Day. A day without our husbands.  I think I must be going through some kind of denial now.  Not sure what to think.  OMG this is heart-wrenching for you I know and your children. My husband passed so much like yours except Wes had his eyes closed.  But he too did not eat or drink for two days before his death.  My heart goe...

                      February 14, 2012 view post
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                      About julesann

                      Caregiver
                      Bladder Cancer, Brain Cancer, Breast Cancer

                      Hi I am a 51-year-old widow. Oh I hate that, widow. My lovely husband 20 years older than me but boy he sure looked young. Hardly anyone thought he was my dad, lol. In this picture he was 68. He was dx March 4, 2011 with glioblastoma grade 4 multiforme. Surgery March 5, 2011. Wes passed away Dec 7, 2011, at 3:15 in the morning. I was with him. He died peacefully in his sleep. I made sure that he was comfortable. He had great care at the hospital and was given pain medications and anxiety medication to keep him comfortable. I have no regrets on how I took good care of him. I wanted him to be as comfortable as one could be dying from cancer. Grand Mal seizures on Easter. He went through so much. Blood clots, sepsis, etc. He went by ambulance so many times to the ER I cannot count them. His 9 months were pure hell. The first month he did really good up until the seizure. I know that my writing on here is sporadic. Sorry, but my life without him is so painful. I miss him so much. I would do anything, anything to have him back with me. I was his caretaker and thank the Lord I did not work so I was with him at all times. May God give me strength to pull through this.

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