Hang in there. You never know what tomorrow can bring. I've been depressed off and on dealing with this rotten cancer. I get crying jags. I think negative thoughts. BUT, then I pray and read the Bible and positive devotional books. And I feel at peace and be glad for today. It's to hard to look into the future. I have children and a grandbaby on the way and it hurts to know the odds are I won't be there for them. But, again I'm here today, I'm glad for that. Also so many people have a quick, surprizing death, no goodbyes, heartattacks, car accidents. I'm actually glad I have this time to say I love yous and goodbyes. Also knowing my depression can come from low white blood cells, the chemo, the pain meds, helps me deal with it. So, be glad for today, God's blessing and peace be with you,Karen.