My love has passed away 06/01/2012

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RE: My love has passed away 06/01/2012

by sguerra47 on Fri Jan 18, 2013 12:57 AM

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I had typos in there, that was supposed to be home from work.

 

RE: My love has passed away 06/01/2012

by angel1959 on Fri Jan 18, 2013 01:09 AM

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it has been almost 12 weeks for me and got to say the hardest 12 ever in my 53 years I spent 31 years with him and i feel lost we did everything together we even bathed together we were kids when we got married I Hate Cancer it took our life together away from us i will always have that love for him and i hold on to that thought i will se him again someday

RE: My love has passed away 06/01/2012

by sguerra47 on Fri Jan 18, 2013 02:00 AM

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I understand.  I hold on to that as well.  I just want to be the best person I can be so God will give me that reward.

RE: My love has passed away 06/01/2012

by des12 on Fri Jan 18, 2013 06:12 PM

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Yes it was forever, time flew by and 40 yrs went by so fast. I try to get my kids to understand that I can't go out and replace him, but they don't get it. We were in our 20's mad passionately in love. Raised 4 boys, none ever spent a night in jail, Thank God. Went to their games, I got sick and he took care of me, then the tables turned and the big ca got him.

We watched them grow, graduate, danced at their weddings and I'm to go out and socialize?? Nah, ain't gonna happen. I try to tell the boys you can't tell your heart how to feel. It tells you !!

He treated me like a queen, told me every day how much he loved me, several times a day. I can still see and hear him so clearly. He passed away Aug. 2 and it has taken the life right out of me.

Ya know I never saw him age, he always looked the same to me as when we first met. So many people throw in the towel after a few months or few yrs., I can't understand it really.

May God comfort all of us who are hurting so.

Mary

RE: My love has passed away 06/01/2012

by sguerra47 on Fri Jan 18, 2013 06:57 PM

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Sounds like my life Mary.   Ron and I were blessed like that and he spoiled me and loved me and took care of me through a few things - then yes the BIG C got him, roles were reversed, but he was so humble and meek and so loving, a wonderful patient, never raised his voice, always appreciated every single thing I did for him.  It breaks my heart how wonderful and brave he was.   A few days before he died, he asked me if he was dying and I said yes I think so, he whimpered a little, and made up his mind to go.   The pain of it all is so completely unbearable.  No one can understand how the heart hurts like this until you feel it. 

Love Sandy

RE: My love has passed away 06/01/2012

by Paminnewbury on Fri Jan 18, 2013 09:10 PM

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Same here my husband was so brave and gracious in a way I wish he had shouted and said its not fair but I guess I did that enough for all of us I couldn't believe he was leaving me , I know he couldn't help it but it hurts so much I miss him so much he was my life I wish r I p meant return if possible August 5 worst day of my life xx

RE: My love has passed away 06/01/2012

by sguerra47 on Fri Jan 18, 2013 10:07 PM

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I totally get it.    We were told on my birthday, Sept. 5, that there was nothing more to do for Ron, that his time was very short, then he died on October. 6.

RE: My love has passed away 06/01/2012

by sguerra47 on Fri Jan 18, 2013 10:08 PM

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Typo again.  October 3.

RE: My love has passed away 06/01/2012

by Paminnewbury on Fri Jan 18, 2013 10:22 PM

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You are still in the shock stage I only remember having a bath and sleeping REALY at that time I shut everyone out wouldn't answer the phone or the door rushed in and out of shops to get back and lock the door I couldn't talk physically only text it's improved a bit but I still cry a lot for him xx

RE: My love has passed away 06/01/2012

by sguerra47 on Fri Jan 18, 2013 10:25 PM

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That exactly describes the stage I am in, describes me and my life to a tee.   Texting or emailing is all I can manage.

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