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Sending you a hug.

wishing you many many more blessings .

So sorry for your loss.

Two Years Today

by BAILY - May 14, 2015

My husband passed two years today,it was the hardest day in my life. He was hit from behind, broke his neck c2 -c3 then kidneydamage.Andthen right on to cancer. no let up for for over two years.I had a wonderful 25 year marriage  to a great man.I was blessed.!!!! We lived in F,l alone for over 20 yrs. I have one daughter and were were not close for years so I felt so alone .i started dating in about 7 monthsafter he was gone. I was so alone .I met a wonderful man he is not my husband but alot like him in many way's. I am in this now but if I had to do it over again I would have waited to date give myself the time to heal find out who I was as a person on my own .I feel I cheated myself and him I know I could not find a better person to share my life with .I only hope THIS WORKS for the rest of our life's I never would want to hurt him but I also don't want to hurt myself. I guess the lord will guide me in the right direction .I am happy with him we like the same things we enjoy each others company .I just wish I waited a bit longer to find me alone .I know I never find Larry again but to find someone a lot like him was good but they say you attract people like yourself so I believe this to be true .Today is my day to remember the love of my life .All the good times and hard time in our life that made us a great couple together . Larry you our missed today and everyday .Larry when I hear a song see a bird go to walk over at disney as we did so many time you our in my heart and thoughts .Larry you our missed i will see you when my time comes. I cant wait to hold you again to feel your love surround me i really miss you lar  I will love you until the day I die. I at time dont like to think of you due to I cant stop the tears from falling the pain in my heart hurts so bad  .I love you larry and miss you .Please look down on me today and smile as I try to survive in my life without you .God Larry I really miss you 

YOUR LOVING WIFE

RE: PLEASE GOD HELP ME !!!!!!!

by BAILY - January 16, 2015

Carolyn ,

Sorry your in so much pain sending you a hug.You our strong and you have the support of your friends on the site they will help guide you through your time of need .God hears our prayers .Congrat's on the new grandbaby comming and gee baby number three wonderful enjoy them all .I was up late and just happen to get on the site a bit .Well blessing to you Carolyn and sending you a BIG hug.

Baily

We never wore our rings I got them in a box . I was very happy in my marriage but I am now starting to move on in life as I told him I would I just brought a new car and next a new house I am feeling a lot better now I also wear light clothing as I live in Florida dark is to hot here. I feel blessed for the 25years I had my husband but I am looking forward to a new way of life I am hoping to remarry in time I love life love people and loved being married it works for me so I sure want love again in my life I am so blessed in my life good friends a wonderful daughter and a good feeling in my heart I am happy again to share all the love my Larry gave me and I am doing just that I am living life because I am still here and that is gods plan foe me to give and get love :) Baily

Punky,

 

 I feel the same way as your dad .Lets hope in time he feels better I feel really alone and I gotta keep busy all the time . I AM SEND YOU AND YOUR DAD A HUG

 

Baily

Punky ,

I feel that way at times myself I really am hard on myself at times.  i hate the being alone part so so hard let hope he come to a point in life where it won't be so hard I understand just where he is at now sad .

Hugs 2 your dad and u

Baily

My high today is going out giving people hugs My low is missing him . :)

Blessing 2 u all

Baily

Thank you everyone of you for the reply's I tell you all we all our special in our own way we all handle things different but in the end we our all remarkable woman. We lived and loved another person and I feel in doing so we got a lot of love to give to ourselfs and others so I am going out today get my daily hug and give anther person some of my love today. I feel so good in sharing a part of myself with another person it really makes my day. Also as for people leaving the site just my 2 cents we our all different we all handle things different but in the end we all share a bond of love and trust as we all know how hard it is to deal with our pain And some day I know for me I am hurting and get upset about somethings people didn't mean to hurt me with  just me feeling bad that day. :).I just want to send everyone a hug and I mean everyone we our blessed to be able to share on this board I would not have done as good as I have without you all .Sending everyone my love and a big hug.Thank for being here when I come on board. I talked to the hospice therpist yesterday and she gave me a paper about hearing the person that passed I know in my heart it was his voice . He is still looking out for me he really is I was about to make a mistake and he guided me as he has always done god I loved him .I am so thankful for the gift of his love .

 

 Hugs 2 u  all

Baily

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