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  • Kjohnchas has replied to a post on the message board

    thank you clint////////// i do remeber your story.just not the naked part lol.you are such a blessig always clint.thank you.......kathy

    November 24, 2015 view post
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      Its been 7 months for me,things dont seem to get any easier,i just feel like my life doesnt have any meaning anymore.i have no desire for family time for the holidays,i will work in the morning and go to my freinds house for dinner.chuck and i always did the cooking together,and i just cant this year anyway. i meet with hospice grief group one a week,and we meet at duncan donuts,and go for lunch once a month,this is...

      November 20, 2015 view post
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        meah1 i am so sorry,i dont come on much but know what you are going through.a peaceful ending is the best.my heart goes out to you,cause it sure dont get easy.God bless kathy

        October 07, 2015 view post
        • Kjohnchas has replied to a post on the message board

          i did find it thankyou

          September 07, 2015 view post
          • Kjohnchas has replied to a post on the message board

            Stan.... i suppose i do feel this way..but everyday is a new day,and everyday i see my blessings,and try and find a purpose to go on i went to a new church yesterday,one closer to me in my own town,everyone was so nice,and afterwards they had a church picnic that i stayed for.they have a womans meeting on thursday morning that i think i will attend.its a much smaller church and the paster has time to talk with you.t...

            September 07, 2015 view post
            • Kjohnchas has replied to a post on the message board

              hi my husbnd chuck has been gone 5 months now.at first i was ok because after a 30 month struggle with pancreas cancer,and because he fought so hard to live,i know he has no pain now.but it wasnt always bad,we had time to enjoy and be thankful for our time. but here i am with my family that dont really get it.the visitors have gone away,the step children,step grandkids have gone away after 22 years of being a famil...

              September 06, 2015 view post
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                Stan      I know exactly what your talking about,i too need to find new meaning,but not sure how to do that.my family also are supportive,but because they live here and see me everyday,it upsets them cause im not happy happy. i am 61 and chuck was 71 and until the cancer hit him he had more ambition than a 20 year old. my sister is visiting and that helps as she lost her husband 5 years ago,and...

                July 26, 2015 view post
                • Kjohnchas has replied to a post on the message board

                  stan....i read this book,i couldnt put it down,maybe i should read it again,as what you saw in this,i didnt see. do i miss my life,i do so much.i know chuck is happy but i am just so sad all the time and just feel lost.sometimes people reply like they care but most times thy dont

                  July 25, 2015 view post
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                    tom.....im so happy for you.i wish only the best for you.i dont get on here much anymore,but my grandson and i still pray everynight for everyone.           GOD BLESS   kathy

                    July 25, 2015 view post
                    • Kjohnchas has replied to a post on the message board

                      Good morning Julie , I came 3 hrs away to see my sister ,with my 8 year old grandson, she doesn't have Internet so bear with my writing on my phone. It seems everyday is hard. I miss talking to chuck. I write to him every nite but I think I might try the mirror thing lol he lived for this grandson, they were always together as he lives with us, so I am forced to keep moving. It's been almost 3 months but what really ...

                      June 28, 2015 view post
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                      About kjohnchas

                      Pancreatic Cancer
                      After Treatment, Cancer Nutrition, Cancer Treatments, Chemotherapy

                      I am caregiver to my husband chuck DX with neuroendocrine tumor in oct 2012,treatment of chimo and radiation,at ctca in Philly,which we thank God we found,I've been on CC since this journey started. We have 5 kids,14 grand kids and 3 great grandkids

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